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Friday, May 13, 2005

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i am so totally mad!!!! i just typed up like a really long entry and then it dissapeared and the page said "page cannot be displayed blah blah blah" and i dont even remember what i typed but it was pretty good, so now i am typing one all over again. well anyways, today is friday and i havent updated since spring fling so....whatever. anyways, today was not that bad at all. yesterday seemed perfect. i dont know why tho. it just did. except for in business when me, ben, and joe's presentation came up on the smart board in japanese. that kinda peeved me. it was funny as heck tho. well...today we dissected fishies in bio and i think i enjoyed that a little too much...hehe... i had a lot of fun in study hall. me and brittany wagner were creeping out meena cuz we were telling ghost stories cuz we had most of the lights off in the room. it was insane. last night i had an insane dream. when the dream starts, i find myself in the middle of the woods at night with no other light but the moon and i am in this old fashioned black dress and i am running from somebody or something but i dont know who and then i hear footsteps after a while and i get scared so i hide behind a tree and i am standing there when all of the sudden these ivy vines wrap around both of my ankles and i dont even notice it until another two wrap around my wrists really tight so i cant move, and then i am screaming but another goes over my mouth so i cant scream and then i cant breathe and more and more vines wrap around me and then i think i faint or something because the dream goes on so that i wake up and i am where i was before by the tree only laying on the ground and i find i can breathe and i am surrounded by broken vines, like somebody had taken a knife of a sword and cut them to free me. then my sis woke me up for school. its simialar to a dream i had around christmas time where it starts out the same with the setting in the woods at nighttime and the dress only i hear the footsteps and i run even faster until i come to this big river and the water is black. i dont know how it happens, but all of a sudden i am in the river drowning, completely under water, trying to swim and stuff, and the water is so cold i can barely breathe and i after a long time without breath i just give up trying to swim to the surface. i open my eyes, and i can see perfectly clear, which is weird because usually when u open ur eyes under water everything is blurry. and i am just waiting for death, and it was such a weird feeling. i was kinda scared but calm. and all i could feel was the cold and all i could see was water, (cuz i was under it, i mean) all illuminated by the moon and everything. then all of the sudden somebody grabbed my hand (to pull me out of the water and save me i guess) and then i woke up. i love that one. its one of my favorite dreams, its like one of the ones that leave u with that really strange, awesome feeling the rest of the day after u have it. weeeeeee. thats the advantage of having my mind. u have dreams really often, and they give u something to think and talk about for a while. i just dont like nightmares. those i could really do without. well enough of my talking. im sure i am boring u to tears right now. leave me a comment of something. im outty
~cj

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