happy december 26th

hi...im suffering from post-christmas depression. december 26th must be the most depressing day of the year because for a month before it you have been all happy and ecstatic and eagerly anticipating christmas and putting up decorations and buying presents and getting a tree and seeing family and all that stuff. then in one day its all over. down come the decorations, down comes the tree, the lights, and everything. atleast new-years day is coming up. when thats over, the holidays end, and im gonna be really depressed. then there wont be any more holidays until april.(unless u count st.patricks day. i dont. leprachauns are evil). its going to be a long long winter. i am always happy wappy when winter starts because of the snow and frolicking and everything, but by february im longing for summer time. im already longing for it. i miss the barbecues and fireworks and swimming and running around outside barefoot and the fourth of july and summer storms and band camp and creation fest and catching fireflies and the sound of the crickets at night.

i cant go to austin on new years. oh well.

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad at my dad right now. sssssssoo mad. hes really really upsetting me and making me sad.

last night tiger had another face off with a bob-cat. tigers gonna get himself killed one of these days.

im gonna write some more music. i just thought of something that sounds perty. im going to play it on el piano. hope u all had a scrumptious christmas. im outty
~u know who